Love Suggestion

Hi friends
, May millions of lamps illuminate your life
with endless joy,prosperity,enjoyment forever
Wishing u and your family a very 
"HAPPY Diwali"

I know She cares me loves me even today. because u know what She/he is willing to quit drinking that’s showing me the first She/he loves me. She/he is the only one who guides me through life. Because everybody knows in today’s generation money is everything. Without money we can’t do anything. We can’t live our life….   Sometimes she/he abuses me a lot she/he got irritated with me. But she/he is right on his/her place. Because first of all I will tell you that she/he knows that I am the girl/boy who is very stubborn. Don’t know how to spend life seriously. How to make my life better. she/He knows everything about me.. when she/he came to close me first time she/he exactly knows about me that how my parents cares me a lot how my parents fulfill all my wishes….  she/He wants to do exactly the same with me she/he really wants that she/he will be the only guy who really wants my all wishes fulfill all my dreams will fulfill. But if money is there everything will be possible in life and she/he is the only man who is self made. she/He is the only one who is able to find success through his/her own efforts..  you know she/he always says to me that first you have to find your inner strength. Stop acting like your life is over. Find some distractions, get some interests, find some new skills then you realizes how independent and strong you now are….. when I first met him I think that she/he is not even so mature he is not a career conscious guy… but when I spend time with him/her she/he is the only guy who is really a self made guy. Who knows everything about life about career about me. I know shehe left me just because of me. But she/he is scared, I know this as she/he has always been looked after and protected a little from the real world maybe, she/he is very intelligent though and does know about life. This is my boyfriend or gf. she/He changed my life into something I would never have imagined. My boyfriend isn’t like anyone else, she/ he’s not like those guys. Sure, we get into arguments, but what couple hasn't? We talk everything out, we had our laughs, we had our cries. We’re both in love and very happy. I am so happy that God brought us together. I learned so much from him. From what love is, and how it truly affects a person. Our relationship is different, it’s not anything typical. she/He’s done so much for me, and I hope I’ve done a lot for him as well. I can’t ever show how much I appreciate her/him for everything she/he’s done for me. I truly, truly am thankful to have you in my life. Thanks for being there when I needed a shoulder to lean on, for patiently listening to my personal problems.  I just want you to know how happy am I to have you in my life and I thank God for that. Thank you for the love and the joy you bring. You're the only boyfriend/girlfriend  who gives my heart some excitement and thrills. When I'm with you I feel like I'm out of control! You taught me how to handle life seriously, you taught me how to solve my problems and to face it without any fear... when I'm with you, I feel no fear, not even a single one. Before I met you I am just behaving like a kid, I don’t have etiquettes, I always think my attitude comes first… but you gave me hope, renewed my trust, restored my faith, rebuilt my strength, self esteem and self confidence.  I really thankful to you for changed my life forever for the better… It seems hard to believe, but we've been together for almost six months now. That's not very long in the grand scheme of things, but it's long enough for me to know how much I love you. I remember how my life was before I met you and I never want to go back to that dreary existence again. That was when I had nothing much to look forward to except a nothing much to get up late in the morning, all time I do masti and fun. No work… but when I met you are the only one who tells me that please built your career seriously so that one day we will be together in future and one day we will definitely on cloud 7. He is the only one who respond me so naturally and completely. I believe the gods must have created us to complete each other's existence. You are part of my very being now and I could never be complete or whole without you. When I met you I wasn't planning to fall in love. You changed all that. The attraction was electric and unexpected. You came into my world and turned it upside down. Our timing was lousy, but the connection was impossible to ignore. I trusted you implicitly, and you always told me that you "trusted me, and more!". You were the first person that I showed the 'real' me to, and you appreciated me for me. I loved your smile, I loved your eyes, but most of all I fell in love with the person inside all of that. You made me laugh. You made me laugh a lot! You totally cracked me up. You also made me cry, and I hated that. Most of all, you made me feel alive. You were "the one". I love you, I will never regent having met you and falling in love with you. I am glad that you made my last 6 months happy. but you had a time-bomb in you head. I ache, I hurt, I cry, but I will never regret loving you. I'm sorry, I had to. I absolutely know how much your privacy meant to you, but I had to. It was the only way for me to survive. In love, keeping our secret was easy. The pain I feel at losing you is intense. Unimaginable. I know that so far I have not been doing too well. Losing you has been far, far, far harder than anything I could have ever imagined cry a lot, I wail a lot and I miss you immensely. How could I not? In su00000ch a short time, you became my everything. I loved you with all of my heart and soul. Despite all of the immense pain, In closing my love, you changed my life. You expanded my horizons, you saw the real me. You were my lover, my soul mate, and my confidant. You were the love of my life. You were "the one". I will never forget you or the incredible gift you gave me just by being you. You will stay forever and always in my heart. You are the one who really wants to mold my life. You are the realy mentor for me. You teaches because (you want to be make teacher in your life) me everything that you has been taught I cherish you, greatly because you have taught me many things in life as well as lessons, all of which I have come to realize that I have used. You are guiding me to the right road, making sure I do not fall a victim to any bad intentions, making sure I always try my best in everything and making sure I always strive for the better things in life. You are my  motivator, counselor, role model,  best friend, my love but mostly the biggest influence that has forever changed my life in a positive way. You always told me that if I don’t have self esteem don’t have confidence you cant do nothing. If you really want to live in a positive way you begin to live according to your own guidance your own daring. Everything changes completely. I listen to your advice cause its the best I can get. I love your personality,
I love your smile, I love the way you went out of your way to make my days better when they're down. I love the way that you are and everything that you are, And no one can change you. Only you can change yourself for the better or for the worse, I've seen all the good things that you have done. Everything you are, and everything you will be in the future is just amazing.
I will improve my way of life just like you have improved yours. Because...
You are my Role Model,
You are my everything in Life,
You are my Soul ,
And most of all..You are my over protective love that I love with my whole heart,
I write this to you to show you how much you have impacted my life in a positive way,
I follow your footsteps that will lead me to a successful way of life...
i love you my love
you are the one who inspires me and motivates me to become something greater in life.

I love you now and I will ALWAYS love you. You were the most incredible person that I ever met, and I would give anything to have you back with me in the physical world.